eventuate from nite ...

although im looks happy .
but i think its not fair for me..
u're still in uncertainly
ehm...just to tell u
you made the promise,
you made the deal,
you start the game.
you broke ur promise,
you broke the deal.
then what?
end the game??

PPOOOFFF..
this game is really over??

now im trying to find a way how to control my emotion..
i hate myself when i get mad or angry with someone or even because a simple thing because i used to cry yeah its because i cant handle my emotion sorry everyone if its bothering you when I got down by some (un/important) problem,
I cant control my emotion..
I cried, scream, and getting mad with everyone but,.im still THANKS GOD,
I have my mood charger..yeah "He" the only one who can make me feel better..
yeah just u God ...